anyway, OCD also in recent years came to mean;
have I breathed a second ago?
And will Messi’s injury hinder him from breaking the new record before the year elapses?
are super heroes.
like how I obsessed over helping a friend in Intermediate school until I drove her away
and how I obsessed over that boy in college and drove him away too
But what I can not handle;
(and the prof that mental illness is very complex and weird)
I'm hopeful at the beginning, lost in the middle and stressed out in the end of every day, week, month and year
Living and existing inside my own head with its on going vicious cycles
and it hurts
like Hell it does!
And I had people who said to me
and shocked me.
Don't ask me to keep calm
who else is going to write you all the fantastic books you know ya all want to read?
The Other Side of Down
but never fear
no matter how bleak my life must look like to you
me that is
care about & love you