As you
can see a plain THE END is gracing my word document, my WIP, my first EVER
finished novel.
Not a
picture book, not a short story, no, a Novel.
Life hasn’t
got easier or anything, I still have to struggle, to fight, to go through
endless battles of fear, doubt and harsh realities.
The world
has not come to an end, nor have I jumped on top of it or anything as extreme
or monkey-ish as that.
I haven’t
gained more wisdom nor have I grown up to the Haneen I aspire to be.
The only
feeling I have is complete Exhaustion, physically.
And a
ton of WEIRDNESS mentally!
Well…and
I thought Ikhlas Hussain was exaggerating when she described her feelings of nothingness
after she finished her novel last year.
But any
way, that was yesterday at 11:56 in the night. Now the feeling of weirdness is
still there but it’s changing slowly into a weird kind of “I’m high” (no drugs
included), now that I woke up to find my friends and family congratulating me
on facebook. And still are as we speak..Love You Guys ^_^
The truth
is…the truth is my friends is that I’m happy. About time life, about time.
I started
Nights Unleashed in the end of 2009, now it’s September 2013…man I sure deserve a diploma
for this one.
It
still needs a lot of work to do, the manuscript is a sheer miss, yea it’s messy
–No Messi not you (I love saying this hahah)
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| Thanks for the shout out Leo! :) |
Well What?!
I had
to put him!
Messi = accomplishment
But this
book took so much of me and gave me more, to all my characters I say thank you,
to tshi-tshi my laptop who went through it with me, and the rest of laptops and
copy books which had a part in this adventure thank all very much.
We still
have work ahead of us, probably a rewrite but eh for now I say goodbye to Mark
and the rest of the gang, for I need not look at them at all for the rest of
the year to come.
See you
soon everyone :)